May 16, 2014

How I am inspired and why I may succeed...

I wanna write today because I have two hours ago walked out of a movie theatre after having a really fine time watching 2 States.It is so importaant how my thoughts always return to just one thing everytime there is a Tamil connection.There was this girl who was significant enough to leave those ever lasting memories in my mind and that pretty feeling in my heart.Have you ever just stopped and realized that if you hadn't met a certain person in your life, your life would be completely different.Yes,that is the person I always turn back to.Its not that I have become a different person,no.She was very similar to me in a lot of ways and my thinking about life,about shaping life,about living it,my approach towards family,love,happiness,success and all other little things that matter.When we spoke for long hours in night she would not talk about her much,I would talk about her all the time and she would talk only about me,these selfless calls on phone were only a reflection of our unconditional love.What she did to me therefore was that,she made me a big guy-if measured by aspirations and imaginations.She inspired in me her believes,which were my believes too,her dreams,her strive for success,her intoxicating laughter at all serious unimportant things in our lives,infact her complete beauty was unknowingly shared between us.She was an angel, if angels were to be the most beautiful people in the world.With all this,I changed.I would probably have still thought about different aspirations I had but the urge would definitely have been weak and fragile.It could have probably evaporated at a tempting job and a safe life,which usually does happen with 99th percentile among us.It is wiser only because,risk cannot be shared by all.If all were to share this risk,how would everything else function.
So maybe the alchemy of universe points a few out and leaves them out in the wild open to either make a difference or get swallowed while trying at it.Thats the risk you take and it is often inspired by a strong desire.That stregth,which I have in me,has come to me only because she came in my life.My parents,my father and my mother are the reasons I live for and she still is a distant cause of any shape that my life will take.Because really,the very time when those dreams were shaped aren't when I met you,they were long back,when I was still trying to get a hang of how reproduction in humans work,that back.Or even earlier,when I saw my most honest administrator father have all the greatness that respect and integrity brings but still not a step closer to achieve his faraway dreams.These are important moments that happened,when my mother would look at the TV and enjoy those soaps and imagine only what she would know.If all this is landing you to a feeling that I had a struggling story with my family,then I wrote bad,I was trying to say how my dreams have shaped in real.They have been born from different dots in different times.They are more of many people's dreams that I have taken to become mine.It would be a perfect ode to a wonderful man and a lovely woman if their son can complete the circle of their life.It would make a lot of sense.But this needed utter strength and that strength wasnt born out of the dreams themselves,there was only way,it needed an inspiration.I’m pushing you away but I’m pushing you gently so you’re not gone, not completely. I wait for you to resist my feeble attempts and return again and again and again, until you never leave at all.
My entrepreneurial journey will be fascinating to wonder about .It could either become an unknown tale of an unknown dreamer or it will become story of a fearless entrepreneur.In any case when I would probably close my eyes for always,even a moment before that,they wouldn't reflect to anyone else that I didn't live.Popularly known is to all what life is.It is the most amazing opportunity one gets in life and to top it up I got everything else to make it comforting and still when I go how could I ever complain.I would never compalin.I am not coplaining even now.I have started my bit and have become slowly an evolving entrepreneur.Amidst the most impeccable memories of love and childhood nurturing,I have it in me to endure what I aspire.I have seen men-women stubborn in pursuit of path they have chosen because thay don't know the significance of goal,I on otherhand am very stubborn in the pursuit of my goal.I have always been an advocate of ethics ,integrity and honesty and therefore they are in my blood.On the grounds of righteousness,nothing I ever do shall ever harm anyone else.The most interesting aspect of my thought process is,money has no place anywhere,it is only as important as a centimeter ,a kilogram or a miles per hour is.Ideas,management,leadership,contribution,wipe out of crony capitalism,justice to deserved economically,fair pricing,inspiration are rather something's which matter a lot to me,among others.

On a parting shot,I cannot only let her be the cause of it all,what if its a havoc? Its mine more if it blows but if it flies its all yours.