in lieu of the black swan.

the black swan is a wonderful work gripping the interest all through the journey.in a very generous fashion,the writer keeps talking about anti-knowledge and after hurting every single principle of today,he humbly apologises.wow!

one very important aspecty of my life in these days of utter excitement has been an immense urge of quickly turning myself into an entrepreneur.i have the capital,am full of ideas and a lot of energy,all thats needed is a breakpoint where i could quickly shift from current scheme of things to the planned future i have in mind.as of now,i have to chose between a job and an mba and then a job.both the options are out of interest as far as my temparament to work is concerned.

more importantly,the basic ethical values i had suddenly seems to be transforming into a better approach,which might be little selfish,harsh and minutely wrong,but thats perfect for what i want to be.i learned it,i did that from an ex-girlfriend of mine.time to proceed.ciao.bye.

as i walk the lonely road,away from home i think that it is an obvious manifestation of the universe that brings me to this strange point of time where i find an obscure sense of humour pulsating through my nerves and gripping the feelings as if i was non-existent.falling back to the memories of past,it hurts badly.a guy and a girl have an equation of a typical wave kind where the dual nature of both has to be understood in an exact way to eventually result in a charismatic relationship.

someone asked me what is success to me,i was wordless,perhaps because the question was so complicated and i thought wow,what answer do i say.it would either take a whole volume of 1000 pages to describe how i think of that magical word or i could just say,its just abt being successful,look at shahrukh khan,bill gates,barack obama,warren buffet,countries like india,us..these are all what success is.may be,achieveing the dreams we make while we are awake,the plans we pile while being romantic,the charity we plan while feeling disgust at the grave social issues,all these when achieved would make anyone a success.

see ya.bye.:).

comeon,let it go !

i recall a woman once advising me not to be a womaniser..and then i can also remember this pretty woman inflicting on me the mistakes she did..i could absorb to an extent but later i knew that she had fallen in love with my alterego.as strange as i am and just opposite to the me in general,there is a consciousness of guilt i have about the mistakes that has happened.even when i have been literally out of my senses,i have always thought twice before doing things.i am proud of the steps that i took and the way i have come so far.its complicated,there are embarrassing momentsa but i am proud that i always could let it go.

i was listening to this richard marx song which i happened to hear from my sis's phone..i could retain a few lines which i simply loved and have been humming them for over a week now.

wherever you go

whatever you do
i will be right here

waiting for you ...

whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here

waiting for you.

ciao when i see u.