THE YEAR IS GONNA BE MINE.

WELL,ITS 4:30 IN THE MORNING,AS I NOTICE MY CAPS LOCK TO BE ON AND DECIDE TO LET IT BE,RAREST OF THOUGHTS AND THE MOST UNIQUE,MOSTLY ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS STIR MY CALM HEAD AND ONCE AGAIN,MAKES ME BELIEVE HOW LONELY EVERYONE IS,NO MATTER HOW MANY PEOPLE KNOW YOU.INSTANTLY I HAVE DECIDED TO TURN MY TABLE LAMP ON AND BURN A STICK FILLED WITH A SUBSTANCE WHICH LATER TURNS INTO WHITE ASH AND PUT IT IN MY LIPS.THE FEEL OF MY DEAR FRIEND IS NO DOUBT,WORTH FEELING, BUT THE THOUGHT OF LOSING HEALTH AND THUS LOSING PRECIOUS YEARS AND HENCE SOME LOVELY MOMENTS AHEAD DOES TIE ME BACK.

THESE APART,I WAS ANNOYED,ANGRY AND ASHAMED OF THE COMMUNITY OF BOYS.THIS GUY,AN IDIOT MAKES A PORN CLIP OF HIS GIRL-FRIEND(MAY BE HE HASN'T) AND NOW,I HEAR,AFTER ABOUT AN YEAR IT IS STARTING TO GET CIRCULATED.WHAT A SHAME,ONE WHO CANT PROTECT HIMSELF SHOULD NOT BE EXPECTED TO DO ANY WONDERS.HAD I SEEN HIM WHEN I SAW THE CLIP,I WOULD HAVE SLAPPED HIM.SOME PEOPLE ARE REAL SHITS.

OH FORGET IT,NOW,AS I AM SUPPOSED TO BE IN HOME ON MY LOVELY DAD AND MOM'S 25TH ANNIVERSARY I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO BE MARCH 9.25TH,AND STILL SO YOUNG,SUCH A SUCCESS,SUCH A TIME OF CELEBRATION,A TIME TO DANCE AND A TIME TO SHOUT,LOVE YOU DAD,LOVE YOU MAA.WOW.

I HAVE TO BECOME AN ENTREPRENEUR AND SO HAVE TO BE IN A GOOD B-SCHOOL,THIS IS SOMETHING WHICH KEEPS ME CONFUSED,ALWAYS.I DONT WANT TO LOSE MY DREAM AS MUCH AS I DONT WANT TO LOSE LIFE.I AM NOT GOING TO TAK ANY JOB,I HAVE DECIDED.I HAVE TO FOLLOW THE WAY WHICH IS SO CLEAR IN MY MIND.THERE SHOULD NOT BE ANYTHING AS A REASON FOR MY NOT ACHIEVING IT OR AS AN EXCUSE FOR NOT DOING THAT WELL.POTENTIALS ARE ONLY SO WHEN THEY ARE USED AND THE USE OF IT BRINGS SMILE OF THE LOST CHILDHOOD.I WANT THAT BACK.I HAVE THE POTENTIAL.

HMMM..ON A PHILOSOPHICAL NOTE,IT IS AS SIMPLE AS A FRACTION OF SECOND.NOTHING COMES BACK,ONCE GONE.NOTHING WOULD GO UNLESS YOU LET IT.OH,DEEP THOUGHTS,HMMM,BUT,THIS YEAR IS GONNA PASS IN A THICK,AM SURE.

sth interesting and obvsly xtrmly innovative : I HAVE LEARNED..

its been a big deal,life,i mean. i've learned that you cannot make someone love you.all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.i've learned that no matter how much i care,some people are just assholes.i've learned that it takes days to build up trust,and it only takes suspicion,not proof,to destroy it. i've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes or may be fifteen months or so.after that,you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs.i've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others-they are more screwed up than you think. i've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. i've learned that we are responsible for what we do,unless we're celebrities.hard to believe,but tough shit.:).

makar sankranti !

every 14th of jan,some festival comes,we eat dahi and chura along with tilkut etc,we worship and we cannot start the day without taking bath.now that,i had nothing to follow out of all those,i kept wondering why is this day special.neverthelss,i had a little idea about makar sankranti,but i obviosly didnt know why jan 14th.when i asked few of my dear friends,i got a very expected response of "kya pata yaar".
after doing a further exploration on the subject i have known more than a little,may be as much as one should know,or as much as is available.sankranti means transmigration of sun from one rashi(in hindu mythology) to the other.this happens 12 times in an year.jan 14th is called makar sankranti and is of special importance because of transition of sun from dhanu rashi to the makar rashi,hence the name.the festival takes place around 21 days after the tropical winter solstice and marks the beginning of gradual increase in the duration of day.ths festival signifies the beginning of harvest season for the farmers of indian sub-continent.the day on which the sun begins its journey north wards is referred to as makar sankranti.it is indeed one of the most auspicios festivals of india and is celebrated across the country using various names.
so cheerss and celebrate it,reasons are enough.happy sankranti ! :)

i blog only because it makes sense to speak what you feel.anyways i dont care much.for sure,i am not wasting even a second when i write and even if i do i cant find a better way to spend my idol moments.why the heck do i have to clarify,its a diary,a personal diary,like a diary.

india is writhing ..

A year ago a seemingly unstoppable global juggernaut, the once-confident India is now reeling from a perfect storm of a corporate IT scandal, the Mumbai attacks and economic slowdown.
Suddenly the talk is not of easy returns, unending high growth, or "India arrives". The chatter is increasingly of risk.
All these events have added to a sense of more risk in India.There is a squirrel attitude. The winter could be long and cold.
Satyam Computer Chairman Ramalinga Raju quit on Wednesday in India's biggest corporate scandal in memory, after revealing profits had been falsely inflated for years. It has been called India's "Enron", raising suspicion there could be other skeletons in the closet of India's corporate boom.It all came at the wrong moment for India, a combination of problems that punched a hole in the self-confidence -- some say cockiness -- of executives, politicians and middle-classes.
Only in 2007, India wallowed in success. Tata Steel made a $13 billion bid for Corus, the country's biggest foreign buy. A trillion-dollar economy grew at nearly 9 percent. India won its first major international cricket cup in 25 years.i am too bullish about India in the long term.
But these new insecurities may impact on the economy, where there are signs investors are reeling back from ambitious plans, to politics, where growing insecurity among voters could add to the unpredictability of general elections due by early May.
Take politics. The Congress-led coalition government is battling the Hindu nationalist Bharatiya Janata Party. The insecurity bodes badly for Congress in its hopes to retain power.
But that insecurity could push voters to a "third front", smaller regional parties with charismatic but controversial leaders - like "Queen of Dalits" Mayawati - that send shivers down many investors.
Anyone in power in India has to be worried because Indians walk on very thin ice.There is no social security, job security. A third force may be able to take advantage of this insecurity.The decision of Tata Motors to pull out of West Bengal state in October after farmer protests against a factory for its low cost Nano, billed the world's cheapest car, also shocked India.
For all of India's optimism, it was a reminder that the country of sprouting shopping malls still must deal with the more than two-thirds of Indians who live on less than a dollar a day.

real nuts..

a friend is one who knows me and loves me the same.ohhhoo..so i am cast away.i was talking with this friend,as we think of each other.she begun the hot shot interaction pointing at my dress contrast and i was so furious that i lead it to porno :).she was furious too and as usual sobriqueted me to be the biggest idiot ever born.but cute.why is it that most of the pretty sexy girls like chocolate flavours and the good one's mostly vanillla or strawberry.i dont care about why dont i manage to look as funny as the actors of contemporary cinema,one thing is assured,dare you dress in cinema style,everyone is gonna stare at you and laugh then.comeon babes,there is a difference between us and them.anyways i thought on something,as little as i could gather from that hot shot conversation.i am gonna work out because may be the female awaiting me be having a demand of rigid six or 8 or 16 pack,hehehe.most of them seems to be wanting that,dont worry folks,i shall oblige.why,did i not have them now,how many of you have checked,better check it out... :) :)

new year begins ..

when it began my phone lost its network.15 minutes later i got it back,and then calls were only coming,they were not going.jan 1st is maa's birthday and she called up assuming that i had forgotten :(.but she is the best mom one could ask for.:).i wish everything,every part of my life,every action of me,every achievement i make brings smile to her.i can do anything for my sweetest mom.
now,on jan 1st i was in chennai.i was at adyar.