dear AS,

i have wanted to write since april 1st but a preoccupied mind cant work on many things at once.in the chimerical atmosphere of the sea shore here,it seemes to become far from clear where fact ends and fiction begins-or vice versa.i was hachuring,not to indicate the slopes in the shore but to try to figure out what the sea tells about my destiny,was trying to understand the language of nature(alchemist:paulo coelho).i was trying to fight on the behalf of my alter-ego about what really matters:against nescience,against inadvertance,against the supposition that anything is anything else.actually,that would be too much to write or express,much enough to the capability of my english diction for now,so i better leave it.

as it is,i have been spending money as if they were growing on trees and now when i feel poor , i come to the rescue of my best friend,this blog :).well i would like to be very frank,i just miss AS so much that for the last couple of weeks i have been talking to myself imagining her responding.she sill makes sense to me,everything about her is intact in thoughts,every seond,unswerving and absolute.if i had to answer a question,whom do i love the most-i would say:AS.if someone asks what is she? i would say life.and if asked,who is she,i would say love.beyond the impossibilities and the complications,i will love her forever.

now coming to a very interesting dinner we had(me and a friend of mine),it excites me.we had rabbit masala,oh yeah,i ate rabbit and he did too.we went to the ascendas in it highway here and were told that it tastes good,so we ordered and tried it.as a suggestion,i will say never try it:firstly,because rabbits are more beautiful when alive-actually everything is and secondly,they dont taste as good as a chicken does.

i have developed a fascination to come up with strange ideas and i see that all those around never reject any of them.so i am afraid,i might turn a proud guy soon,please interrupt me.will sleep for now,eyes are irritating and even i feel little soporific,perhaps because of the weather now.good night.