Sep 22, 2008

to forget forever..

some things are so strange.i remember an interview years ago,at 13, after being shortlisted in the second round of a national science olympiad.having answered most of it pretty decently was actually expecting a pat on the childish shoulders,and just when i thought it was over someone out of those three or four antique interviewers asked about my strength.i perhaps had only an option-of blabbering anything i wanted to,and before i knew i had already retorted indicating the nonsensical meaning of it to a std eight lad.beyond the gestures and the frowns,i was menially uttering in a very low pitch-"dad and mom".and the question came again-"whats your strength ? confidence,self belief,consistency,hard work and blessings of mom and dad." strange moments of life.
i wish tomorrow,in the better times i am asked the same,surely i would copy-paste what i had hesitantly muttered eight and a half years ago.life has taken turns,so many that at times i tend to forget what i was.now,am running a fever of around 102-the whole body is in ache,and voice is so down that at times i myself cant hear a hello i try to say on phone.

this part of my life can be reckoned to be the worst,the whole year.may be few would argue with a strong no but i know the truth and only i understand how i know it.there are perhaps few chapters in everyone's life which is better forgotten forever.i would like to forget too,the worst moments of my life and for sure forget them for ever.